I've never been one thing. I've always been this series of deep dives into weird niche worlds that i've been obsessed by, or other the orbit of other people Web design was best for me when I was bringing print world themes to the digital landscape. Even settling on the blog was a curious event. I've done a lot of failed experimentation for like the last five years, and it seems like nothing has come natural to me since KungFu. I've been able to cobble together this pseudo portfolio and then sprinking ideas around it. I have never wanted to be a photographer though, i just love taking pictures. I'm no Vivian Maier but I don't have any huge push to even show my work.
So who am I now?
I help to run a business. I for godsakes do not want that to be my identity. I'm ok with babbling about technology, consider myself absolutely still to be a technologist, but that also isn't me. How do I do me now? What does that presence look like? I've seen engineers do it, but focusing on a narrative threaded throgh their hobbies and analysis of their hobbies and their detailing of their contribution to said hobbies. I sorta do that.
I'm at a loss. I don't think I am the new me, I think that is old. I don't think i'm KungFu either though. I definitely don't know what I want out of a web interface anymore.